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S

2012-02-09T12:19:00.001+08:00

One sick day

Facial

2012-01-19T16:43:00.001+08:00

LOL. i went for my first facial!! The feeling is weird. Lol. The whole beauty salon only 1 guy. Haha. Would love to go again.

PS: i accompany my mom then shunbian also do. Haha. :p

Wishes

2012-01-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

This year. All my wishes i made. I added one. That is for my sis to be happy always. Hope it really would comes true. Cause she hasnt been happy recently. :(

Camming<3

2011-12-30T17:53:00.001+08:00

I had the greatest 2 hour ytd. Though cannot see zm sis. But she was inside for a while too. Mae, Yaya, Zy and Zm. We all cammed :3 hehe. It was fun :) and my LOL and flying kisses. :3 so happy i made sis and yaya smile. :) didnt know did mae and zm smile. Cause one uses an "aiko" and the other used a blanket to cover :o haha. Had fun my dear girls? Love you all<333 xoxo

My complex

2011-12-27T15:37:00.001+08:00

I have a weird complex. Esp when I have a tremendous amount of self confident. Lol. Well that only appear when I'm with my friends. I'm just like Dino from Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Without his mans, his ability is worst than a kid. And I'm the same too. Yes. My complex is my inferiority. I always feel very inferior. Esp when it comes to looks. In fact. Not just looks. EVERYTHING. Feeling inferior always trigger one thing or another :x haha. Just laugh over it then ^_^ inferior me.....

Christmas.

2011-12-26T15:18:00.001+08:00

OH GOD!! I have the most wonderful Christmas ever. My dearest sis actually called me <3 and wished me. Thanks sis. I love her so much :P hehe

CH postage service

2011-12-24T11:16:00.001+08:00

Mister Postman is on the move. Left Boon Lay for Bukit Batok then now Pasir Ris. :D

Malaysia.

2011-12-24T03:46:00.001+08:00

Just had massage with kcube at msia. Lol. I'm just like stiff as usual. :p

Stretching

2011-12-21T12:04:00.001+08:00

Sick and working. Worst ever. Lol

Sis

2011-12-20T17:45:00.001+08:00

I hardly writes about sis. But everyone knows i love her so much. Yes. She isn't my real sis. Everyone calls her Ilina. She might looks strong. But i feel she isn't. She is just my small little girl who always want me to accompany her. I want to too. But brobro have to work and so many other commitment.
But nevertheless. I'm sure sis. That my love for her will never die even when I'm not beside her. Cause she needs me. And I needs her. <3 I love her so much<33

Winter

2011-12-20T17:42:00.001+08:00

Beautiful yet deadly. My mind is just like the winter now. Having a snowstorm. Beautiful snow yet who knows how many are killed from freezing snowstorm, buried by avalanche. Beautiful thoughts that can be deadly at the same time. Looking at myself in a different light.

Life.

2011-12-20T17:37:00.001+08:00

So many things happened. So many~~~~

Felt

2011-12-13T08:00:00.001+08:00

Felt like having another post. I keep talkin abt Taiwan and I kept thought of her. It's quite a while but well. Haissssss

<3

2011-12-13T07:59:00.001+08:00

Omg I did it ytd. Omg. <3 cheese but though yea. Yet still. Forever. Nvm :D hehe. My own code. That only I will understand. :P

Taiwan~

2011-11-21T08:20:00.001+08:00

Shugs I got addicted to some Taiwan songs again. Lol. So now it's like Taiwan GG Taiwan GG Taiwan GG. Lol xD

So fk

2011-11-09T23:37:00.001+08:00

Felt so fk. Came home happily bo dai bo ji tio kp. Spoilt mood. Now can't on comp. emo much. And to think I so look forward to meeting my precious on myth today. Zzz haix. Im 24 for god sake. =_=

-.-

2011-11-08T08:27:00.001+08:00

Oh god it's raining and I forgot to bring my money. /: FML. no lunch for me today. Well I'm getting fatter too. Just gonna snack on some biscuit ^^

Bully

2011-11-06T05:04:00.001+08:00

Well my role among some of my "friends" are always the bully and the bullied. Calling names to using me as wrestling moves. Kinda got used to it now. I bet if anyone else took my place. He would had a great mental breakdown and depression. Not saying I zai or what. Just that I don't give a damn abt it. :3 yea. They ain't going to be around u forever anyway :p haha. Ok good luck everyone. ^_____^

Raining night.

2011-11-06T05:01:00.001+08:00

Tonight she told she was crying. For that moment. I felt helpless. I am just sitting in front of the comp. what can I do. I can't do much so I jus accompanied her whatever she want to do. Still feeling guilty much. Then he came online too. Seriously I'm really jealous that this guy can have such a nice girl to love him so much. If it was me. I would cherish her and not make her cry. Oh well. She's not mine... All I can do is support her as a friend. Jus love the smile. Don't cry anymore Kay? I'll always be here for you.<3

fkup

2011-11-05T12:06:00.002+08:00

Why can't i have a understanding father like so many others. this fked up one of mine always think that giving us money is enough. yes. we need money. obviously. but we need love and understanding more. if you would understand and love us more. i dont really care if i got no money. i can even go out and take 2 jobs to earn myself a living. he only treats home like his army camp. if he say A u cant do B. if u do he scold. actually even if u dont do he also will scold. he think hes always right. but fk you. he is always wrong. perhaps only once or twice he is right. told him i read this b4 in book then he will say u kids nowadays got study big fk la. i was like WTF? i told him nicely that this things comes from here and u liddat shoot me. Seriously lah. you eyes only got your eldest son and youngest son only. Me? Perhaps you only see the computer, the bags, the posters only. See why is the computer on. why you anyhow put the bags. why never keep the posters blah blah blah. anything about me? hardly. early in the morning stomachache run toilet. then blame me go outside anyhow eat thing. WTF? What kind of FKed UP father is that. Seriously. i think he will disown his kids if we 3 are like those GenZ kids nowadays. slap mother steal money... he always only compare his kids with the better ones. but little does he know. we are actually good enough. i bet so many parents out there rather want we 3 then their own ones now. Not boasting but its true. Seriously even my friends ask me. WTF you earn so little you still need to bring money home arh. Then i was like ah de? You don't? You took leave just to accompany your parents to oversea? Seriously who does that now. in his world. there is only him i should say. even mom got pissed off by him all the time. i wonder.. we went thru so many big events. big bro, small bro. you really want to make until i also chu dai ji then u change arh. seriously i really envy sis. his dad changed when they had problems. my dad? only know how to scold you. why you like this. why you like that. i think if i kana depression he will be like SEE LAH WHY YOU ALWAYS LIKE THIS. but little he knows. it is because of him that i will have that.. Everytime i rant here about you. every single time make my eyes watery. cause no matter what happened you are still my freaking fked up dad. who always come to me only when you need help. when you missed an episode of ur freaking drama. when you jus need someone to scold. Guess i am more of a helper that his son. Yea just remembered the fked up contradiction he did that time. ask me to find a job. find here find there. ask me go his taxi co be call operator. first time i dowan. then when i want. he purposely tu here tu there. Then when i finally found the job im working now. he TOLD me HE DIDNT FORCE ME TO GO FIND JOB. YAH WTF. everyone is deaf i think. even mom, big aunt heard him forcing me find a job quick dont everyday stay at home waste money. and he can tell me in my face he didnt force me to go find job. jus 10mins before i left for interview @ LTA. now he tell me my job isnt good. yea not good to u. bring home only 1k. sorry lah. not like ur smart son, brings home 2k+. or your the other one. bring home one girlfriend. i no money no girl no anything le. left only this family and friends. u still dowan let me have this family and friends? i go out with friends. u make noise. i stay at home. u also make noise. fk la jus kill me lor. why do i even exist here right now. the person u owe the most isnt the big one or the small one leh. IS ME LEH... THE GUY WHO TOP THE CLASS AND GOT IGNORED BY YOU LEH. Sometimes i really thinks. why one of the reason i dont feel like studying anymore is cause of you. Do so well for what. you get nothing also. Even my big aunt brought me out each time when i topped the class or scored well. top 10 for P6 class, scholarships.. mom always tried to do something for me. i know it. Even to the nearby pasar malam to get some drumsticks or my fav taiwan sausage. all he knows is scold. ok lah im tired of all this already. very tired.......

night out.

2011-11-05T01:20:00.001+08:00

Had a night out with jacq and co. Guess it's always myself having all the fun. Feeling so lonely after leaving though. All i can hear now is. Sis's blog's music and my typing sound. Soooo quiet.................

mypreciousprincess

2011-11-04T01:51:00.001+08:00

It's amazing. Really amazing. ISZY my precious little sis. <3 nothing much. I jus wanna say she's amazing. I'm proud my brave princess. She is going to fight it. And she will win. I will forever be with her. Even after she win the war against MisterD

Fat boy bday

2011-10-15T20:19:00.001+08:00

Fat boy: wow thanks when was the last time I get a cake.
(after a long pause)
Fat boy: oh yea last year.

Thanks kit boy for the 3 beer but we are really too full.

SME

2011-10-10T10:59:00.001+08:00

Tatata. XD 19/10 release of soshi album<3 whhhheeeeeeeeeeee. Yayayayayagahahahayayaydbfjrmdcjdknsjhrvjfjskhejwhfkdnd sPazzz hehe

Wendy

2011-10-07T16:29:00.001+08:00

Had a convo with Wendeh cheese pal this morning :3 think what she said is kind true too. Hmmm shall ponder a little. But well. 24 years of singlehood. I'm a little lonely.

Love

2011-10-06T07:40:00.001+08:00

Nth much. I love her.

Times.

2011-10-01T05:11:00.001+08:00

There times where things don't go your way. If you are gonna keep whining about it. You will stay there and not move.
A story for you readers. Once a monk and his friend was on a journey to another town. On the way, they came across this shallow river. The water flows rather fast but it's nothing to strong men. However there is a beautiful petite woman wanting to cross the river yet afraid that she might get washed away. Without much thoughts, the monk offered to carry her over, and he did. The lady thank the monk and left.
As the monk and his friend reaches the town. His friends can't control his anger and started scolding the monk. He keep scolding him that being a monk he shouldn't have intimate contacts with the opposite sex. After hearing his friend, the monk just said, I had already dropped her down hours ago. Why are you still carrying her with you.

Sweet

2011-09-30T07:38:00.001+08:00

I am just a freaking sweet talker. It gets me no where. Alone forever. Oh well. :/

Rain~~

2011-09-29T08:10:00.001+08:00

This morning. It rained. I love rain whenever wherever except when I'm working. Such a good weather to koon, to play in. Owell being adult sucks. Luckily jikopek posted a damn funny photo this morning n made me LAUGH OUT LOUD XD hehehe

Owell

2011-09-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

I realized hui has been rather cold toward me recently. Wonder what happened. Haix. Hope no one is saying bad things abt me. Though I got a feeling some bullshit is happening behind my back. Zzz.

Overslept.

2011-09-28T10:01:00.001+08:00

Overslept today. Bad hair today. I hate Wednesday. Too many MPA. Haix. Sucky day.

:3

2011-09-27T07:59:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna blog everyday now since I got the apps and it's as easy as abc. Anyway. Good morning everybodeh. Oh well a sorta dreamless night though I did dream of smth which just suddenly disappear cox I drop my Hp. /: oh well time to work. Bye<3

Happy/sad

2011-09-27T01:13:00.001+08:00

Today is a happy yet sad day for me. Nothing to do with work. But today dear goodnight-ed me with a heart at the end. Heehees. Easily satisfied seeage. XD but im feeling sad coz sis told me she is gonna semi quit. One less reason to open abide now. Idk but I'm also feeling abit fk coz I scare I hai F. >_< but i really liked dear alot. Haix... Oh well goodnight cruel old world.

Killing me softly inside.

Hiatus

2011-09-26T08:51:00.001+08:00

I went on hiatus again >_< though I knows no one actually read it. Haha. But I care keke. Updates on recent activities. I'm playing abidestory. I have the best little sister ever. She pretty cute and lovely :D I went Japan which I always wanted to. I now like Kpop. And I went to SHINee World Concert :> lol. I also watched Mayday 3DNA xD I'm now so looking forward to SNSDAT xD ok. Gonna start work. Bye<3

Love...

2011-06-02T18:52:00.001+08:00

I like you. Heart-wise i should go for it. But practically, brain-wise, i shouldn't. WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW T_______________T

True story.

2011-01-17T20:44:00.002+08:00

I remembered vaguely that once when i was about 5yrs old. My mom brought me to a Pasar Malam. I walked past so many store selling Jelly Drink/Bird Nest Drink(commonly known as 燕窩水). We all know it wasn't real Bird Nest inside, but nevertheless everyone just put Bird Nest Drink.

We walked for quite a long time before stopping and tell my mom.
Me:(All translated to English from Chinese) Ma. Give me 50cents
Mom: Why?
Me: I want buy that Jelly Drink.
Mom: We walked past so many why didnt you ask just now?
Me: Cause this shop is honest. They did not put Bird Nest drink but instead, they put Jelly Drink.
Mom: *pass 50cents to me and smiled*

Now when my mom told me about this, i can roughly recall back the situation and i just smiled back. ^____^

Chances.

2011-01-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

Regretted a lot. I always thought no one gave me chances. But now i realised. Everyone did. It is just that the chances i didnt grab them or i missed it completely. I realised now that chances are actually just like shooting stars, they come and go so quickly that sometimes u cant even have time to make a wish. Next time, if you see such a chance, grab it. Tight!

Back

2011-01-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

I am back to blogging. Guess i need some place to rant other than twitter and facebook.

Yea life sucks. ikr.
Bit my tongue today. Totally forgot to go dye my hair. SHUGS
shall go next week.

More to be ranted tml. CONFIRM!! COZ ITS DEPOT SERVICING TML!!

Dead blog.

2011-01-16T03:10:00.002+08:00

Finally. i am back to my dead blog with a few of my wishes fulfilled or failed.

First and foremost. My dream country. Japan. Been there. Played there.
Second. Real snow. Takayama. :D First snow angel in my life.
Third. I dropped my past. Finally. Trying to embrace a new future. Though it looks rather bleak. Both of them are Aries but are of totally different personality. What did i like in her? I don't really know. Perhaps they both have this thing that attracted me.

Yea i know. I am 24 this year. No money, no looks, no body. No experience, and i totally goon in such thing. Sometimes i do feel like Naruto or Sasuke. Though they were worst than me, but i can feel the similar loneliness within me. I do mischief, i do stupid jokes to get attention. When nobody understands u, u wish so hard for someone to understands. Or someone that WANTS to understand u.

But sadly to say. None.

I sometimes wonder. Why some fat dog like him also can get attached(though broke up in a pathetic way). And there are all those average looking, but nice guys still remain unattached(yea i mean him. mr. shorty =p). If it is me alone, i can understand. But guys like K, D? They don't deserve it. So is our girls having higher expectations now? Or are we the ones having higher expectations.

For me, as long as i can get along well, i am fine. That isnt high right?

My wish for last many years' birthdays have always been the same. Wish for someone who wants to understands me. I wish for my Iruka sensei to appear in my life, as a best friend, or as a girlfriend(for females only ofc).

Sorry.

2011-01-14T03:27:00.002+08:00

I cheated the date for this post. So it is actually the 2nd post to revive my blog.
'Cause this day is special.

2 months ago. I met you. I fell in love with you. But i didnt let you know.
1 month and 5 days later. I told you i like you.
Not long after(21st to be exact), i pissed you off and i regretted terribly.
On this day, i made you angry yet again. I really didnt do it on purpose. You said you don't know what to say to me anymore. I was devastated. I didn't know what to do. I felt helpless. I felt that i do not know you well enough. I felt really sorry

All the time, this word keep coming from your mouth but never mine. When you were late, when i had to wait for you. But i only send that word thru msg and yet it never appeared from my mouth before. But this time, i hope, i wish, that i could really say this to you personally.

I am sorry. Gomenasai.

2008-02-12T18:25:00.000+08:00

O R D E B rearrange the word... IM BORED DAMNIT!!! super fiaking duper ultimate bored to hell!!!

SAVE ME FROM THE BOREDOM PPLE!!

Willing to escape the single world.... EVEN THE FOXSG ESCAPE LE!! wth...

when will it be moi(purposely act cute ignore it if u find it irritating) turn o.o

Jus like chen xiao chun's song... WO AI DE REN BU SHI WO DE AI REN

ok bored to death rot rot rot rot rot..................

tests

2008-01-25T01:04:00.001+08:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

...my thoughts pt 2

2008-01-24T20:28:00.001+08:00

After breaking up, the girl still won't give up. Sensing something must be amiss, she ran away from home and approached the guy. What can he do other than putting her up at his home. As expected, her parents looked for him and demand him to hand over their daughter. "Give me a week, i will try to persuade her", he said. 3 days after that, he drove her back to her parents. I mean WHY?! Did you even ask for her permission? What you did is just like what her parents did. Being so selfish and making her suffer so much. What makes you think that you ain't suitable for her. What makes you think she will suffer with you? You might say she is still young and naive. She will regret later on. But did it ever cross your mind? She ran away from home, risk being reprimanded by her parents, did everything for you, AND YOU DROVE HER HOME?! What is simply wrong with you. She can do so much for you, and you can't even let her enjoy her last 7 days with you.
Saying all these isn't going to change much though. What done had been done. But i do think you owe her an apology and an explanation. I think its better for people to know an answer rather than telling themselves, "I don't know why s/he did this." Its too cruel. She will have to live all her life with "Why did he do this to me. WHY!" And you gonna be guilty all your life for not telling her. This is just as selfish as the parents. They meant good, but what was on the parents mind? "This boy too many bad records, will spoil my company and my reputation." THIS IS TOTALLY ABSURD!! Its YOUR daughter that is getting married to the guy, NOT YOU! And you should be thinking, can he give my daughter happiness and NOT ME, MY, MY COMPANY, OUR. IT SHOULD BE HER, MY DAUGHTER instead. Selfish bastard. By not telling her the truth, i think you are just as selfish as the father. Apologize, let her at least know that you did not betray her trust. At least you will feel better, and she will feel better.

..my thoughts pt1

2008-01-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

After watching the taiwanese drama, people will always think. Aiya, only will appear in TV only. But what some people never realise, drama are written by human too. Though it is made up, it can appear in real life.
A rich girl having a relationship with a once rebelious guy with lots of records. Parents forbid them from seeing each other, and the father asked the guy how much he wants. This is so dramatic. Sounded like something that will not happen in real life. I thought of that too, but little did i realise a friend of mine is undergoing this scene. How disheartening can it be for the guy. And the guy, who still care for her, will not tell her the whole story and trys thousand and one way to make her leave him. What can the guy do? Elope? What else can he do? Singapore is so small, where can you elope to? Okay stupid ideas. So the guy have to brace himself and set himself to initiate break up with her.

emo

2008-01-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

getting emo

2008-01-21T04:15:00.000+08:00

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-01-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

32nd floor (office @ 35th)

skipping my lunch break

View from the office (scary sia lucky got window block)

working arh!!!!

2008-01-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

Took some picture on my way to work.

zzz cannot upload so next time ba

SAD MP3 Player lost

2007-06-11T02:04:00.000+08:00

wah sibei sad my mp3 player lost... =(

700+ songs + part of my fyp stuff inside all gone.. now haf to redo..

anyone found it please return to me...
to contact me plz call 81988443.. thanks

Samsung Mp3 Player 4GB
Condition... VERY JIALAT here chip there chip off..
Earphone can lengthen or kept easily wif a roller in the middle.

haiz... my wishlist now include a new mp3 player oso liao.. =( hmm heard Zen Stone plus 4gb not bad.. =x

CRAZY!!

2007-05-29T08:47:00.000+08:00

Some time ago.. while i was on my way home..on bus74.. i met a CRAZY O BA SAN.. the moment she sat down on the bus seat.. she stand ranting on this mary tat peter.. keep ranting and ranting.. She would now and then suddenly turn back and look at me with this crazy look and scold me.. or she would stretch her neck to the front seat and look at the two girls in front.. how i pity the girls.. well i alight one stop earlier tat day.. to get rid of her asap.. =X called nana and xtra large but both busy eating.. so in the end i called ettl.. haha.. den talkuntil i alight tryin to ignore her =x

omg...

2007-05-29T08:43:00.000+08:00

omg i had a dream last night. Woah the day i sleep early sia... slept at 9+.. had this dream where i got two of my teeth drop.. well tats all i rmb =D so cya =D

YAY...

2007-04-26T10:38:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD.. FINALLY... after this fix of my baby... ITS FREE FROM ANY BUG... +D so happy... can finally type @ / in peace.. cuz damn vista runs on some brit keyboard or something... den the @ is our normal qwerty keyboard's " sign so sibei pek chek... =X k lah... dun complain me le.. got update liao... +D

oh well

2007-04-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

Recently alot things happen.. esp when my baby is sick and i can't get online.. mus be something my bro did to my baby tat make her can't connect properly.. den for the duno how many months i haven been bloggin =D tday i came sch early and am now in digi life.. =D fun sia... keke no one me only.. so i came online n blogggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg haha... alot of thign wan to rant abt.. but dun tink wan to rant.. haiz.. broke lah... very broke... mahjong lose 11dollars zzz... sibei sian ah... sometimes i really wanna ask... is it really relationship success den gambling luck will die.. and vice versa... cuz none seems to be successin wif me.. well im not really a hardcore gambler.. but jus dun feel like losing all the time... damn sian leh..... haiz.... suan le ba.. hopefully one side will be better soon... and i hope is the relationship side..................

Medical check..

2007-04-16T10:35:00.000+08:00

haha tat day went med checkup.. saw alot of bloody pple there... hmm mabbb not alot... joel... and peter nia... talk alot crap wif joel... well hafta catch up wif the time loss ma.. =X keke... heard he now wif seow joo... hmm... i dun tink i even rmb how she looks like... haha. =S... very long nvr seee our sec sch fren le..... MEET U ALL SOON.... =D hopefully....

VISTA!?!?!?!!?

2007-03-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

ok... recently went IT fair... saw alot frenz there... Jien Hui, ChengCheng, xt, jerome. mh, shirin, keon, goldenflower, thomas, hmm who else? forgot le...DAMN... vry forgetful...haha... den bought norton antivirus, internet security, 1gig memcard for my beloved PSP, 1gig microSD for dad, den finally a HORROR!!! VISTA... damn it... jus installed it... and this is the first post wif my VISTA OS... try it and u will know wad i mean...

haiz... been busy so vry long no update... BESIDE... IM GOING TW SOON.... next tues.... excited... so... no more updates until 1st when i come back =D

sadded

2007-01-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

sadly... two days ago, there is one angel tat joined the heaven leavin her friends and family behind.. Ms Xu Wei Lun had jus passed away after an accident 4 days ago.. after being in coma for 2days, she was announced dead.. well though i've not been a fan of her, but i did watch some of her shows b4.. life is full of uncertainty any thing can happen in a moment.. a talented and beautiful young lady.. wad a thing to happen... is it wad pple say is true? hao ren zao si.. well.. i guess we jus hafta hope tat she will be happy at the other side of life..
To those who duno her well there is picture below

a word of advice... try not to leave any regrets behind.. try to complete wad u wan in the shortest time possible.. well u duno wad will happen to u in the nxt min..

new skin..

2007-01-28T02:59:00.000+08:00

got a new blogskin... tml gotta go J8.. SHE IS THERE... WHEE... DEN IM GONNA GET SHAKE THEIR HAND AGAIN =X last time was... 27 october =X 31 is princess selina de sheng ri... ^_^ well this time... nvm.. tml den update...

tests

2007-01-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

zzzz same as the person took this test too... zzz

bleah t

2007-01-19T11:18:00.000+08:00

last night.. was ah sai's bday.. lol.. went MoS.. saw alot of pple.. lt, johnson, seow feng(not sure is it him or not.. too noisy call oso cannot hear..) xl, adelene jy.. ahh still got a few more... jus tat jus woke up, cannot rmb.. had a great time.. though was walkin ard most of the time findin pple o.o u know who u r.. ahahaha... we all open one bottle of chivas and manage to get somewhere to sit.. luckily.. 208.. hmm lol.. anyway i forgot to pass de money to cody =X k lah.. see hows today.. reach home 6+ den jus now duno wads wrong jus woke up alrdy kana scold by my mom... x.x wad happen wor.. duno lah..

haha anyway... i set alarm to wake up at 11.. but somehow i guess.. cannot wake up.. anyway thanks to the person who accidentally nvr put her phone to keypad off den kip calling me.. den i woke up after like 7calls... woah thx.. else i will be still slpin wor.. hahaz..

100hours

2007-01-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

a while ago(to be exact 0802hours), its 100hour after wad had happen... this 100hour has been pretty unlucky wif me losing my tapz card(accumulated 500bucks and 3k reward pts left), money and etc... was thinkin of doing some silly stuffs until tuesday... i guess i pass my suayness to someone else... and he lost a cheque... worth 200+.. woah.. but i lost more man... 500 bucks tapz card... OMFG.. oh so wad.. the money lost will never equate to the pain i haf in my heart...

Everytime when i lie on bed, i tink of her, well.. will time solve everything? i doubt it... time oni make me tink of her even more... well pple once say... when she is beside u, u dun cherish her.. once she leave, den u regret.. well isn't it too late? why dun U GUYS.. cherish her now... so tat even if she leaves, u won't regret.. well i dun haf a chance to cherish her.. but if she really leaves, i will still regret.

When she is beside me, i din cherish her, but once she leaves, i regretted... if there is a limit to this love, let it be 10000years......

I shall make use of the rain drop to hide my tears in the rain..

Just because i smile doesn't mean that i'm happy, because it takes a smile to cover a million tears...

...

2007-01-07T03:50:00.000+08:00

well today i finally gathered all my courage to try again... but i guess... things dun really go the way u wan always.. well but still thank you for all the memories u gave me.. though i duno wad to say nxt so dun mind the no link de sentences... still u had been in my heart for this long.. can't possibly forget tat easily.. clear things up b4 it get drag longer and longer... 6yrs... how am i gonna be back to normal? as i had said always... is it not possible to be frenz after such a long period? no it is totally possible.. and i will prove to everyone.. but.. i guess i finally know why pple say its not possible... cuz if u still see her oftenly, u will tend to rmb things... hard to forget ba... suddenly i feel like the girl at the jay chou's movie... xun zhao zhou jie lun.. i've been finding the lost love.. WOW... im listening to tat song.. wtf.. i guess i cannot hold my tears this moment.. crying is not an option... i always told myself.. so im gonna hold it.. no she not being cruel... she jus following her heart, as i had followed mine.. in this kind of things... there is no right and wrong so there is no nid to say sorry..

well at least u had given me something.. after all the things i had gave u, u did gimme smth back.. u given me de best memories i had ever had... and oso de 1st ever heartbreak i ever recieve.. u helped me grow stronger to face wif future problems.. for these i thank you.. at least we are still frenz.. yes.. things do come to an end.. this is the difference between me and the girl in the jay chou's movie... she has a happy ending while i, another beginning...

guess chi xin is the oni thing i can do.. hopefully i dun do anything foolish.. is everyday back to normal? i hope yes.. lets return to the chia hui 6yrs ago... and u will never ever see the same me again.. this is the growing of me.. oh well... i gonna face it sooner or later... rite? hopefully its friends forever... Thank you...

sounds like my last words? yea.. the old chia hui is dead.. the new chia hui is borned.. will there be any difference? there is for u to see and find out..

bad mood

2007-01-04T02:44:00.000+08:00

today went to sch... was msg here and there on my way there... den reach there saw jiongyi... nxt i recieve a msg... den i reply... went to eat wif him at FC4... he fan me so i accompany him lor... den came back.. keon call me help him carry a pc up.. den he diy... well i vry long nvr diy comp le... scare spoil.. no money pay wor... ok anyway.. den qz call went to eat wif him.. den he suggest go play pool since no bball to borrow... den we go visit de museum.. tat is when i recieve a msg... tat totally chng my mood of de day... well.. it was not ur fault... it was totally a mistake in the 1st place..well wad did i do to deserve this... not fair.. totally not fair... but wad can i do? will u gif it up for me?? its NOT FAIR...

sadded... why is it always * to spoil everything? WHY? well shld i? or shldn't i? is it a mistake to even start.. but wad can i do? 5 years... 5 LONG years... thousand of times i tried... millions of times i tried.. but i can't.. tried extreme methods... im so tired... im so lonely... i duno shld i continue? shld i?

time..

2007-01-02T15:23:00.000+08:00

time passes pretty fast... one day we jus know each other, the nxt thing i know, we haf know each other for more than 5yrs.. din realise ur existence at 1st... or else could haf add 2 more yrs... u was so quiet den... jus like wad u said.. if pple duno u, u are very very quiet, but when we get to know each other, u are one noisy loudspeaker.. haha.. still rmb the days when Yahoo! Pool is the 'in' thing.. and we kip playing... bowling at Big Mac Centre or Grassroot... eating fishball noodle at the kopitiam behind sch.. well those were de days..

Anyway happy new year peeps.. today tio pang seh by someone.. den today become super duper sian.. sometimes i really wan to scold tat idiot who pang seh me.. but suan le.. i tink i jus dun go out wif them so often can le.. stupid idiot... made me make tday free den nvr inform anything if cancel... DUMB!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2007-01-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

whee... its NEW YEAR LE... had a great time wif everyone near esplanade de... lol.. haha too bad everyone forgot to bring digi cam else can take nice nice photos... haha..

(sidenote: seriously scare me to death sia... de dumb hp companies... all lag one.. she msg me le.. duno how long den i recieve... wor almost send a searchin team down.. lol.. ps. kensou... de msg u 12 send, i 2.30 den recieve... lol..)

anyway had a good slp... and a great dream.. haha..happy new year, happy dream..lol.. dreamt i went to a church wif someone(wtf?)... wor in the dream im like so brave... i tell her alot of things tat normally i dun.. wor.. lol.. den viola.. den im different from keon, kensou and many others le =DD joined yong they all =DD (if u all dun understand... TOO BAD=P) but too bad all is but a dream... wake up everything is back to normal...

my new year resolution.. be same as the dream?? well tats part of it oni... i hope i can pass successfully this semester and next... JIAYOU BA... myself...

good/bad morning

2006-12-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

today.. rare... woke up damn early... happy morning i guess.. had a great dream.. lol.. but i tot christmas was over... how can i dream abt christmas... lol.. nvm lah.. suan le.. but sadly my good morning was totally ruin when my dad came back.. argued wif him... totally fell out.. i am still f***ing pissed.. now... dulan.. came back no f***ing reason started scolding pple... argue wif him lose le.. den take his position out to win me.. always say elder... ELDER BIG F*** AH... KNN... U ELDER U GO KILL PPLE SEE POLICE CATCH ANOT LOR... KNN... as if u elder u can do wadever f*** u wan... nabei... ah wadever... hope this dun ruin my tml's mood... better not... or i gonna get so pissed and dulan...

ok... wadever... ok... lets go... lets go and welcome a new year... 2007... only 36 hours more... HAPPY NEW YEARS GUYS...

FIRE!!!?!?!?!?!

2006-12-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

aiyo.. last night a small fire happen @ home...burn away the top part of my bros drawers.. my bro was burning the aroma thingy... essence la... den he stack the candle on the other... somehow it was not placed properly.. when the wax all melted... den the weight lighten.. den it dropped... and burn away, a new motorola earpiece, mousepad, and the top of the drawer.. well.. im lucky i was still awake at tat time... or else de whole hse gone le... siao man... midnite 4-5+ still not slping.. hahaz... =D saved everyone wor... lol

Merry Xmas

2006-12-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

today is a special day for everyone... 2006 years ago, when it was 0 BC 0 AD.. this person got into this world.. and save alot of mankind(?).. erm.. k enuf crapping... the birth of jesus christ... today is christmas wor...

went orchard wif mN, kL, sikai and kangwen..(eug pang seh us=X) keke. walked walked walked walked... tio sprayed... we... are unarmed... no ammo... so we jus PZZT!!..
went to hide in cine, BK b4 counting down... den went to watch movie after the countdown.. lol.. omg... 2 yrs nvr watch movie suddenly watched today... but nvr watch finish the whole movie... super tired... ton 3 days le... yday went play mj wif wj n his fren... de day b4 ton @ home watchin naruto and play game heh.. anyway the movie is call confession of pain... movie pretty sad de... but i abit dun like... cuz can guess the story and de ending le.. its a detective story i guess... like internal affair de... this police(liang chao wei) is the bad guy... and the detective(jin chen wu) found out he is the bad guy... dotzzzz... haha den we attempted to walk to esplanade... in which, kangwen and sikai lead us the wrong way.. den we sian stay at fountain of wealth and play games... lol aiya.. suan le.. dad came and fetch us to amk den we go S11 makan... den i accompany them to their various transport... 2 mrt 2 bus.. easy easy... hehe.. den waited until she board the bus den i went home... k la... like talkin abt wad i do.. lol... cyaz

Sidenote.. the pple whom i saw tat day..
at MRT station... saw Thomas(mediacorp), Liyao(sec) den saw erm... forgot the name.. hehe.. den met xue ling @ BK.. haha i nvr call her(poly), met darren near kopitiam at SMU dere(poly).. oh ya and the bunch of EEE Digital Life @Moberly regulars, saw them near The Cathay... lolz...

2006 AD&D

2006-12-20T11:21:00.000+08:00

finally the end of the dinner...lol wif tzehao winning de 1st prize... lol... din manage to slp until yday 6pm!?!? lol... finally woke up jus now...after dinner went cine play pool until late late... found a hp... duno whos de... tried to return but too late... den i left it in the care of the counter... and they all scold me -.- ah wadever...

went bugis eat muslim food in the morning den lunch oso muslim food -.- ahhh wth... lol... played arcade... den saw pple playing dota and cs at the lanshop there -.- THEY SO NOOB!?!?! lol... haha wadever reach home den bath boom slp... haha...

anyway jus woke up and continue reading the mag i bought somedays ago.. lol..

(plz dun read on if u are, a parent, a minor, or anyone who get disgusted by 'those things' lol REALLY!!!)

pzzt.. its FHM.. keke.. international chinese version de.. din like singapore one... keke...

omg?

2006-12-16T11:53:00.000+08:00

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract models! Congrats, something about you makes those model-quality people flock to you. This is good for obvious reasons - they look great, just having them nearby attracts other models, and it opens doors for you - like exclusive clubs and whatnot. If you are seeking pure physical beauty, you are all set. If you are seeking someone that is not cynical and slightly bitter about humans in general, someone focused on the human condition and intellect, then you are out of luck - but who cares, you attract models!
You attract artsy people!
You attract Yuppies!
You attract unstable people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
What type of person do you attract? Quizzes for MySpace

special..speshow

2006-12-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

how i wish today will stay for the rest of my life... its a very special day for me =D too bad the speshow did not happen... din see show wor... lol...

anyway... Thanks everyone who wished me... the 1st person is jacq...den fiona, ws... blah blah blah... mabel eugene agnes keon zirong ahhhh... everyone from spim... ermz... xueling being the last one... lolz.. fiona still act blur bluff me... SO kan dong wor... cuz the time when it struck 12 i was talkin to her on the phone ma.. den she tell me to wait... den she send me msg... i tot wad she doing sia... lolz...

Thanks SPIM for the cake... =X 4bucks each was okay lah... dun so petty.. =D THANKS EVERYONE!!!

damn

2006-12-02T02:26:00.000+08:00

DARN... I DROPPED 10BUCKS TODAY... f***... den haf to take my own 10bucks to replace... sianzz.... oh ya forgot to go take money from mr mushroom head oso... ah wadever...

sick le.. doc tell me rest more... say wad windpipe problem... hard to understand lah... oni know i cough until i dying le... heng no blood oni alot of 'tan'.. if got blood means i got TB le... lolz... medicine quite weird... alot nid eat half a tablet de... ah wadever jus eat lor... sianz... still rmb last time i cannot swallow pills or tablet... until now... hahaz...

anyway nowadays the age for teenagers seems to be lowered... it seems tat at ard pri sch, they started rebelious period le... many haf hp listen to vulgar hard metal rock etc... not like us last time... listen row row row ur boat stuff... is the media the main fault? i duno... hope these won't last long... i dun wan my children to be affected... and hopefully dun wan them to be a mom or dad at such a young age...

injured...

2006-11-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

OMFG... i jus fell down -.- idiot... darn de slipper... ok anyway im too sick liao... DYING so ending off here..

PS: why no one come and ask me... haiz... LOLz... jkjkjk jus want some attention nia...

dun bother wuf ny brain itw noy fuctioning porprly... jus skipped one whole qn in the test and the qn i had study 2mins ago... DAMN IT... fail liao lah

hair dyed

2006-11-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

yay.. finally had one of my unlisted wish done... since after Os until now... lol... i got my hair dyed... yay... LOL lame sia.. anyway been busy so nvr blog... dyed last sunday now den blog... keke...

nth

2006-11-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

well... in my attempt to repay my debts, i've unknowingly increase it -.- DAMN... wtf... WHERE IS MY FINANCE!!! OMFG... well i will pay for ur salary... trust me...well anyone can come to interview, but... its currently for girls oni... well let me state, the pay will be very nice.. lotsa love and care... and a bonus every year... on ur special day... hahaz.. sounds like some ad to find a wife... lol.. nah.. jus kidding... but seriously i nid someone to handle my money b4 i get heavy on debts...

anyway i actually hinted so clearly on my last post... well i guess i've been becoming bolder... well i dun even know whether or not she will be reading the posts... haiz... wadever... well those who can understand.. well jus understand lor... hehe... tell her if u wan, but i dun mind... so wad.. liking someone ain't any wrong... well jus say im a dumb boi..............

some photos..

2006-11-04T04:19:00.000+08:00

Playing fireworks in school.. =D

jus some photos i taken...

takin train to sch after tio pang seh by.. hmph hmph.. lol... haha i dun mind la.. relax...

song...

2006-11-04T04:07:00.000+08:00

I like this song very very much... Wei Le Ta by Buddy and oso Cao Ge and Zhuo Wen Xuan de Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye... recommend to everyone... =D and i'll be updating my photos at my frenster.. well i guess i use friendster de album ba... lazy go sign on for another ones... lol =D

Pics

2006-11-04T03:48:00.000+08:00

Was very glad my asst take cover for me tat day... but reach there pretty late... can't see anything infront... oni can hear wow so crowded
AHH DUN BLOCK MY SELINA, HEBE AND ELLA!!!

Dumb security call me to kip my hp...FINALLY AUTOGRAPHS...

Another one...

Will haf a photo album up soon... wif my collections and me... =D i like to take photo of myself regardless of nice or not =D and take weird pics..

S.H.E!!

2006-10-28T05:18:00.000+08:00

YAY.. finally after 5yrs of waiting... bad lucks.. and simply no fate... I FINALLY MET S.H.E at IMM... wheee..... hereby, i like to thank everyone... esp bing liang... hu help me take my shift for lan shop... 3q3q... hmm dun wan to describe wad i see there cuz... dun wan to tell u cuz u nvr go =D keke... xuan was as usual ke ai, but oso she pretty alot le... since she slimmed down... hebe was as usual the blur blur cool cool look... and ella as usual the cheerful ger... haha... farni sia ella... haha.. add alot spices for those waiting down there for very long le... haha

finally got the autograph... when reach home i take photo den put on the blog... so stay tune XD

omg

2006-10-22T02:17:00.000+08:00

ok.. someone actually complained i did not update my blog... ... been tired lately... reached hm den drop dead on the bed... on comp jus to check mail den go slp le... abit no life leh

anyway... i was pretty sad... nono VERY SAD... to tink the genius lost.. so now its up to the prince liao... if prince oso lose... i tink Seigaku is gonna lose ba... noooooo this cannot happen... wad the hell is u dumb genius doing man... even the godly double lost... all of u all oni 1 pt diff.. wth... so sad...

last nite they all went yong hse play mahjong... wanted to join... but... haf to do duty...
*cry my chance to earn my lost had gone... ahhhh...

been a very bored and sad week... 1st time ever... had so little money for a week... ahhh life is boring... bleah...
ok at least today was pretty funny...

rueling..... ruling... railing... lol... xueling recieve the sakae card, and they mispelled her name... rueling... LOLz... den kip suan her... den at JP... we saw alot indians(sry for being racist) under a tree den it reminds me of a joke my fren told me... a racist joke.. as not to create racist riot... i shall not say wad... keke..

oh ya finally... really i duno wads wrong... i go ard telling pple to take care... now got haze... i myself got sick-.- i told most of my charbo frenz(well im sexist... rmb?) to take care nowadays... got haze.. easy get sick... and here i am... sicked..well mabbe no one take care of me ba.. and im always taking care of others... so tend to neglect my ownself... somemore... MY ROOM THE FAN SPOIL!!!! omg... i dun like to on air con... waste elec. oso i dun like cold.. my nose will start to gimme trouble again...... like... NOW.... AHH CHOOO.... so blooody coincidence... though at the top few paragraph oso got ah choo but nvr type down... lolz... but u can agar guess where got ahchooo... u jus see the sentence weird weird, or repetitive alphabet den u know le lor... btw... i tend to put dotz in 3s... so if not3 6 9 12... so on den mean i got ah choo... so try and count...

Tag me the answer and stand to win a treat of drink by me... (not more than 2bucks for tat drink wor..)
PS: gers will stand a higher chance to win(well guys won't stand a chance at all =X)

dream...

2006-10-18T09:32:00.000+08:00

last nite i had this weird weird dream... i dreamt of a different her... lol... she was fierce and control wadever i do... lol.. den i jus haf to act wad she tells me to... lol... well tat really deviates from my real life... i luv freedom.. but being under control was... erm how to say... anyway... i won't mind tat kind of lifestyle once in a while... its kinda fun too... ... ... ... ... ahh dun scold me.... lol

well im not a da nan ren, so i dun mind letting a ger control me... well... im more than willing if she can help control my money abit... lol i can't control my usage u see... keke... scold me now and den is fine... but i always prefer scoldin wif reason, dun scold me b4 u even know anything.. DUN BE LIKE MY DAD... ok well... tat sux... if u r like my dad... i hate the way he scold pple though... but other than tat... its fine...

Well seriously... sometimes i hope dreams would come true... well at least for this one... but i doubt its possible... i cannot imagine her being fierce and possesive... lol

heh..

2006-10-17T10:58:00.000+08:00

visited my friendster recently... got some unknown pple visited me... blurred... some charbo duno from where de... den some guys from malaysia..? do i look like i wan to migrate? lol... though i dun love sg, but i dun like msia oso... lol... been missing tuesday lesson abit too often nowaday... haiz... tuesday kip overslept... duno wads wrong wif me oso... IM GOING CRAZY.... *GRAB AND PULL HAIR

sux... duno wads wrong wif me nowaday... haf been doing tat for quite some times... wads wrong man... nvm... suan...

2nd in line

2006-10-17T10:26:00.000+08:00

wondering... how many of u pple reading my blog actually share this similarity... im de 2nd child of my parents... in another word, the center one... 14yrs of experience tell me... nxt time if u wan to get born... plead wif whoever he/it is... hades, the cow-face horse-face or whoever...tell him u wan either wait a few more yrs or wait for another couple of newly wed... lol...

but its very true... u see... esp. in the teens years... when ur younger bro do smth wrong, they normally jus get scolded abit... den the rest is u and ur elder bro kana... why leh? cuz they will think... younger bro still young... everything duno... why u elder de dun teach him... den tio scoldin... den if elder bro not at home... wadever thing he left lying ard... u haf to kip... cuz parent will say... now elder bro not here, u the biggest le... so u shld do wadever thing possible...

So wadever bad thing the 2nd one will kana... and wadever good thing oso won't come to u... good thing will depends on the parents.. cuz some will favour the oldest and some will favour the youngest... so far haven seen any favour the middle de... its either fair, or favour oldest or youngest... so ke lian one is the middle one... sad rite... but pretty true...

den when u tell them, they will gif all sort of excuses and rubbishs to deny... in my case, im the family high tech free labour maid... the maid who knows how to use comp and electronic stuffs... ironic, but true... when 3 brothers are at home, one watchin tv, one using computer, one slacking playing game... no matter i am doing which of the 3, no matter how far i am from the kitchen or wherever, i will sure be called to do things... well life's nvr fair... sometimes i jus haf accept it...

OMG... LMAO

2006-10-16T08:20:00.000+08:00

LOL... yday went yong hse bday ma... den played mahjong... 1st time i ever played mahjong until i beh tahan, cannot play... LAUGH UNTIL BEH TAHAN SIA... LOL... 1st and 2nd set nth to much to laugh abt... but de 3rd set when mr thomas came down and play... really laugh until my ass off... lol... can u believe it? someone actually dun haf enuf tiles for consecutive 2rounds and not realising it... den the 4th set, one of the 2 consecutive rounds again not enuf tiles... when i tell him not enuf tiles u haf... he still ask me... to try to bluff me... LOL... until he counted himself... LOL... den after the 4th times, i laughed until bth le... den cannot play... stomach twitching... den i go see him play even funnier... after the 4th times not enuf tiles, he counted his tiles everytime he take a card, a flower, 'gang' or throw a card... lol so funny... doubt anyone could beat his record, if he wasn't a 1st timer, or purposely short of tiles jus to break his record...

anyway thx to ms ade, de piano ger... lol... my lost wasn't too high.. but still lost less than 20... nxt time see her treat her smth ba... =)

happy

2006-10-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

today was a happy day... many things happen... 1stly, today the haze not tat hazy... 2ndly, i finished my H.P. half-blood prince... after 3 days... finally... 3rdly, i attend all my class today...
lastly... something i jus like to kip wif myself =) sometimes happiness can be jus some tiny little things u do or someone else do for u... some pple can be jus happy by putting a 10cent coin into a donation tin can, while some pple can oni be happy when he won toto 1st prize or wad... this somehow shows tat happiness cannot be measured easily... well when its nvr fair in this world, a little bit of advantages given to me will make someone happy, or at least true for myself... Some people might be happy by the look of it, but deep down, its jus nth...

when im happy, its vry obvious, cuz u can see me grin. not those evil grin, or pervertic type... jus those when u suddenly recieve smth den u can't help it but be happy abt...

Well how easy is it to find happiness? and why some pple can jus unable to find them... actually cuz its jus a small act, so small tat mabbe even he missed out... after doing so much big things, den he will realise tat he did not find happiness inside them.. IMHO, happiness is jus satisfying ur wish... ur hope... when those are achieve, u MIGHT be happy... not much of desires as people are nvr satisfied..

As i like to say, seeing her happy is equivalent to me being happy...
this little small act of hers can bring such happiness is sometimes greater than things u do urself...

a little small autobiography of me... while studying at pri sch, mistaken liking as caring alot and talk alot to... i guess tat there was quite an amt of pple thinkin liddat too.. sec sch beginning to understand more, den 1st time, in my entire life, really seriously like someone.. well in poly i guess u understand more too, like sec sch but sometimes when pple grow older in life, they will tend to confused... which i duno why... well guess i'll be going off soon... 8 more min to start of NPC(my class pple shld understand) lesson le... overslept again today... well good luck to myself... hope today can be an even happier day than yday... xD

broke... TOTALLY

2006-10-08T05:37:00.000+08:00

Since i've been indulging in mahjong, i've been getting extra allowance pretty often.. and when i get them, i used them pretty fast... well mahjong is not everyday win de leh.. den when those days i lose... i can pretty hard up... but i still like my hobbies.. in which most are expensive... sadly...

Singing, bowling was my fav... but i hardly do them due to lack of money... haiz... bowling oso due to not much alley left in my area...

I WAN TO GO SING..

anyway i signed up tennis EP... hope it ain't affect by the dumb haze... its ard 140 tonite... scary...

ok ba.. guess im jus gonna haf fun...

i guess i'll be goin off now... Take care peeps...

sleepy...

2006-10-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

now is very sleepy... thinking abt yday rmb cody tell me de Botak Jones... heard frm xy its a "coffeeshop"... keke a coffeeshop-like eatery.. serve big big serving de foods... duno is it kua chang or not... but he say the serving very big... he nvr eat anything, go there eat 1/4 plate full le... keke... nxt time got chance i wan go... heard got one branch at clementi... tink if go yck eat, xy will bring me there ba... cuz i not familar wif tat area...

wah very very sleepy leh... haiz... today fri... jus finish working le... played dota wif sal, th and ben... quite farni... keke but i busy... den my ck kip tio kill while i counting the coupons... come earlier nxt time la pple... keke... =)

boring...

2006-10-05T03:43:00.001+08:00

today was a boring day... i woke up at 10+ when i going to miss my 1st class... din bother to take cab to sch as im not down wif a huge amt of debts... so since i missed one, might as well miss both... den watch tv until my dad came home, den i say i wan to go sch ( de lan shop=P) den i jus go bathe and went out... BUT... I FORGOT TO BRING MY PRECIOUS... no wonder i was feeling weird weird all along on my way out, and to the bus... i was kip thinking wad the hell is wrong today... something ain't rite... at 1st i tot something is gonna happen... well something bad... well wad can be bad... her? all along the way i was not feeling very well... and i couldn't slp... which seldom happens... i was kip thinking of her... haiz... well... there is totally smth wrong wif my mind... i guess i could think of her even at the moment of death ba... mabbe i've gone too deep... so many yrs le... i duno how many of my frenz had switched gf like changing clothes, or even like having meals... jus to say wz... these few yrs chng chng chng... well until i lost count oso... keke... den there are some pple who chance is jus in front of him and he jus let it slip past...

for me... well mabbe i had this chance when it slipped past me... but i did not realise its there... there is lotsa time when in life... things happen the way u dun wan it, for eg. the day when the teacher ask anyone wanna come help, and i was slowed to raised my hand... den i missed one chance to console her... de day when so many pple cried... well i was standing far lookin at her... couldn't even see is she crying or not... and i couldn't walk up to her and offer her a tissue... b4 the performance i still msged her, jiayou wor...

sometimes chances come oni once, and u missed it, tats it.. however sometimes chances come once twice or even thrice. sometimes its natural, sometimes is she gif u tat chance... so grab it if u see it, b4 u regret and post this msg like me now...

once i saw this at a serial... When this guy advise an angry man to read the book call anger management, the angry man said... Do you know the writer of the book is stupid? 'cuz it will never sell... the guy asked why... and the angry man replied... this is because someone who is not angry will not understand wad is the book talking abt, and someone who is angry will not calm down and read any book...

well tat talk abit of sense but i duno how is this related to the topic above... well jus saying for the sake of saying... =)

anyway sometimes it feels good be nice... yday i buy burger... though feel abit kana cheated... (almost 5bucks for ONE burger...) but i still owe tat auntie 10cents... cuz not enuf.. den i go return her today... somehow i tot good pple are blessed... cuz i go buy breadstix... de auntie offer me a drink... for free... keke... well since she alrdy press out the drink le, den i oso bopian gladly accept the offer... hmm but the auntie selling burger tink sell spoiled de yam paste... den janet's fren vry pissed cuz the auntie dun wan to refund... den they argue until very long... until my burger de egg oso become crispy =X keke... the auntie oso blur la... tell her dun wan cheese still charge us 3bucks... but heng weilin realise and tell her... den we saved 50cents... -.- 50 cents for a half a slice of cheese... sibei ex sia... but i guess the auntie oso haf to earn a living ba... if shes gonna earn oni 20cents per burger, when can she earn enuf... hmm i guess its tough job too... so i jus return her the 10cents... well den janet told me the auntie 1st day sold her de drink at 80cents, den the nxt day janet go dere, she say 1.10... woah... INFLATION AR? 30cents rise per day... mabbe 1 week later become 2.90 wor... for a can of drink... KEKE

aiya suan le la... jus a few cents only... and not everyday u get cheated... jus take it as u bought a lesson wif the money lor... it could be a expensive lesson though... but jus learn from the lesson ba... asked even though the board say so... XD

boring...

2006-10-05T03:43:00.000+08:00

recents

2006-10-05T03:17:00.000+08:00

lol... read smth freaking weird... haha http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/sfo/66795671.html it was abt reasons why a girl shld like a geek... huh? lol... weird sia... but some reasons are pretty true... keke...

jus realise my meiz is having exam this week... abit forget sec sch having exam this few weeks... very long no sec sch de life le... holiday oso not like can see from the calender liao... hmm was wondering, why they cannot make all educational institude same holiday as stated on calender? mabbe dec on calender too long le? nvm... wadever since it has been here for so long... anyway wish all whoever taking exam, let it be school or driving... Gd luck to all of u... ESP. mei... TML OOO... PHYSIC LEH... hahaz... jia you wor mei... dun drop... i'll whisper answer into ur ear =P keke...

oh ya jus saw wj de blog... hmm he tok abt the camp... but i nvr... keke... shld tok abit la... hahaz... ok this was the worst ever camp i had... cuz i oni brought a set of clothings!!!! EEE... hate it... sian who call xl got taste but no brain (=P jk la) choose a so small de bag gimme... anyway luckily it wasn't tat stink oni until last day...

1st day friday
reached sch late... took a cab and reached ard 11.10... luckily keon and cody help me open shop... or I DIE... THX... den do do do do until ard 1+++ keon me go makan, den go cut hair... OMG... 20 bucks... 1st time cut so ex de hair... at 1st i see quite nice.... hmm but the hairstylist say jus anyhow style... messy messy look... say easy when i really do... DAMN DIFFICULT SIA... den now fang qi... anyway no style oso not bad ma... my mom scold me... u watch too much show ah... cut like the Zax Wang de hair... at 1st nvr notice... but look at some angle really like him during the show, The FIghting King... hmm... haha too bad the face is too different... keke

from the side view...

from the front

keke... then tat night go out hunt for yr1s wif nasir, qz, wj and erm... forgot who... keke... ps hor..
anyway nasir manage to snatch one flag and bottle... den after tat play bball until day break....

day2-3
after bball finish... i went for a bathe and brush teeth b4 sitting down in front of the comp until afternoon =P caught a small nap for abt 1hr... ................. aiya... after tat i din do much le... only at nite.. me and salleh and co. went out for a fatal frame session... keke... taking photo of 'ghosts' keke... funny... den went nite walk wif a yr1... dumb GMs... when they heard im coming, all change plan, den got alot of times kana shocked... cuz came from unexpected side(eg i knew he shld be coming from right, den they chng plan come from left...) nvm had a great time anyway... den i too tired and slept at the squash court there... ard 7+ wake up... zhuo bo... den go play bball... den SIBEI beh song wif wy... den argue wif him a boliao thing... in which the other 3 oso helped him... cuz i was being unreasonable anyway... but im jus very pissed wif his fucking attitude... freaking pissed... tat attitude as if he damn pro liddat.. hate tat kind of pple sibei dulan... den after a while we talk crap awhile at the rock climbing there and i dozed off again... keke... den the nxt time i woke up, im on the way back le...

CLS

2006-09-30T02:52:00.000+08:00

sibei sian AHHHHHHHHHH

--currently in CLS club hse--

boring.... tired... yawn... when is she gonna reply my msg -.- lol... nvm la...
tink so late le she oso slp liao... nvm =) slp ba... yawnz... anyway tml nana and eug goin jp buy things... SIAN LA TML SO MANY ACTIVITIES.... Jermain having social outing @ yong de hse... den Jacq they all wan go sing K... den i having camp... sadded... haiz played games for so long le... bleah... suan ba... now very tired tink i going to slp le...

BB ALL... hope she reply my msg tml... keke... =)

today

2006-09-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

haha... today... 5 pathetic guy and one VERY SUPER DUPER ULTIMATE pathetic guy sitting on the stairs munching on KFC O.R. drumsticks, ribs and chicken wings... mixed wif some coleslaw and whipped potatoes... fries for cody and kensou...

go KFC order made the counter girl confused... lol... i wan 2 two piece meal... one of the two piece meal one O.R. one crispy...the other one jus 2 crispy will do... den one drink upsize to medium MUG(rootbeer) and one whipped potato large...
TAT WAS NTH...... compared to wad keon had ordered... hahaz... joke... den the girl even confused until ask... u paid alrdy or not, while thinking we paid alrdy... but we honest pple la =P

today Lan Shop not really good business... CUZ U BUNCH OF PPLE... BRING UR LANYARD LA.... lolz... haiz... bring lanyard and wear for the mere 1,2hr will die ar? haiz... nvm... hope tml good business... reached home very tired... last nite nvr slp... tink tonite not slping too... but very tired... still thinking of lotsa things even now... suddenly missed the days... Those were the days... rmb the days playing catching wif my pri sch frenz... den play pranks... the days when chaplin tell me his home no is 2353535 and i believed(last time no 6)... thinking of the days when i call pple ask... HEY tml got wad homework... or i go upstairs to swee peng hse play... hahaz... those were the days really... den time flies...
den now i need to take bus to school... 1st yr in sec sch made a super deep impression in teachers liao... even principal know me... the guy who broke her head on Total Defence Day... when pple thought tat the ambulance was a drill... it actually is real... hahaz... When i finish my exam papers... i use the ruler poke into my body and signal to cass.... den do the dying stance... wow wad an actor i am... LOL... den when sec 2 pple tio SCREAM... erm Stream... many classmates said bb... den i was attracted to this girl... always play Yahoo! Pool den kip losing... duno why oso... den chat... haf fun... Same time i was crazy over card games... Magic the Gathering, Yugioh... wadever... den the day finally comes.. O's... we left our beloved sch(erm... jus for describing sake..) 1st job... work as multi purpose worker... lol... 2nd job multipurpose hotel server... server in name but do alot other stuffs too... 1st time i recieves tips from customer... 1st time tio praised... 1st time made a cocktail... the days in banquet store.......

Now in poly le... Back to reality... 1 more sem yr to go... exactly... 1 day jus pass tough... wad am i doing afterall... the day when i recieve my result and felt so sad... 21! a pitiful 21... Now 5 Ds 2 Bs... dun mind the + -... nvr care abt them anyway... sometimes i really regretted taking up this space in DCP... i guess im not really cut out for this course... mabbe computer/electronic or more chemistry stuffs fits me.. DCP this name really bluffed me... Chemical Process Tech... wadever... at least i made so many frenz...

PS: U can think of the past... but dun forget abt the present and lives in ur past... some things jus haf to move forward...

Made many decisions... and regretted many too... Tried many ways and failed as many too...
jiu shi zhe yang ai zhe ni... love u for the person u are...

courage...

2006-09-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

Suddenly... courage... a timid guy like me had really not much courage to muster... squeeze out all my courage and its oni like a handful...

Hmm... i heard tat some girls do not like guys to confess over the net, or msgs... they say not sincere... hmm well i tink so too... but somehow i oso wan to help those pple who do so to say a few words... When a guy see a girl he likes... or even loves... Whenever u wan to confess, u will sure be very afraid of rejections... if u reject him face to face... duno wad he will do... so they tend to use this method to convey the msg to u...

well a guy wif not much or even no relationship experience will tend to be more timid and scared at those moments... At times is not tat they dun wan to be sincere, is they can't... well i sometimes wonder... does it means if u msg her, thus it is not sincere means he dun likes u? Sometimes not only guys do tat... nowadays as times changes, girl woo guy is oso quite common so the situation can be vice versa too... so i wonder... had technology make lifes better? or worst?

PS: though i know its pretty impossible but i seriously hope this msg can be read... ... and i wan to tell u tat ISLY

stucked...

2006-09-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

AHHH IM STUCKED... im stucked in Digital Life @ Moberly currently... no one to escape -.- my duty... AHHH i wan play... =( 4 bucks an hour... hmm not bad oso... currently weilin giving out "money"... haha... nice la... haiz... bo liao leh... nth to do... stuck inside the counter so boring... finally understand counter receptionist de tong ku... AHHHH HELP ME....

bleah...

2006-09-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

heh... today feeling abit better... but duno wad happening to me oso... eat abit oso full le... reading bleach now... finally Ichigo and co. reached the hollow world(?)... oso finish watching naruto le... hmm... Old man gennou actually was a good guy afterall... well those who like ichiraku ramen are all good guys... hmm I LIKE ICHIRAKU RAMEN TOO.. RAMEN!!! but nvr eat ichiraku ramen b4... haha...

haiz... QZ going Japan this dec... AHHH i wan to go so long le... haiz...
one of my dream country i wanted to go.. another one is Paris... den lastly is Italy...

haiz when will i be able to start travelling?... well i can... the thing is $$$ kaching... dun haf... keke... nid go earn alot money 1st ba...

hmm though money is not impt... but without money u cannot do alot of things too... u can be not practical... but the world is... so bo pian u will haf to or u cannot survive in this world wor...

Oh ya... got one fren say din know i so sweet... keke forgot to blog it tat time... anyway how come i nvr see ants.. hmm den how can i be sweet ma? lolz... haiyo.. sweet is my middle name din u guys know? haha sometimes i can be very sentimental oso wor.. and seriously i really care for the person i like... how sweet can i be... hmm den try to be the person i like lor... den i'll be sweet everyday... else u oni can know how sweet i am once every year... =P

anyway cya pple =) tag me often... make me haf a habit to come here everyday... ^-^ xD

ai shang yi ge ren

2006-09-21T01:45:00.000+08:00

after typing the last post.. i feel alot of gan chu... well i always says.. why a couple when break up cannot be frenz anymore? i always ask why... ONE VERY REASON is because i haf nvr been in love b4... well tats why i do not know... i always feel tat if cannot be couple why mus really break all relationship? cannot be frenz? hmm i found out tat... breaking all relationship is in my opinion quite impt... this is to prevent urself from rmbing him/her esp. if u haf a new bf/gf... this is to gif ur new other half assurance too... if ur bf/gf go meet their ex... would u mind? esp. if 2 person meet up ONLY... no other frenz... u sure won't allow rite?
well for me i guess its an absolutly not i guess... im someone who get jealous very very easily u see.... cuz i cares for her..........

Love is not about having, its about seeing her happy and you will be too...
Love is not about owning, its about treasuring her...
Love is not about talking, its the feeling tat matters...
Love is not about buying her alot of stuffs, its knowing wad she wans and gif it to her...
When u feel tat u exist because of her, and u think of her whenever, where ever... i guess tats the time u shld admit u love her... u feel jealous when a guy talk to her, u feel sad when she crys, u feel happy when shes smiling... i guess tats wad love is... u will wan to be beside her when shes happy, sad, disappointed, or wadever whenever... basically ALL THE TIME...

well jus wad im thinking i guess... it might not be true for everyone... but at least its true for me...

dream...

2006-09-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

yday i had a dream... or shld i say this morning? from 5+am to 12pm... only this mere 6+ hours... i had a long dream... but the dream jus revolve ard her... hmm why can't i forget her? She is one girl tat really made a big impact in my life... not long b4, i was still a guy who laugh at those guys who kana controlled by their gerfrens... and now i am, willing to let her control mine... well isn't this irony...
tried many ways... tink of some other pple so i could forget her... but well... whenever im forgetting her, something would appear and remind me of her... miserable life i haf...
Once when i heard one of my fren likes her... suddenly i got this feeling... a very weird feeling... well i wonder wad tat feeling was... hmm jealousy? or fear? or anger? i duno... but tats wad i truely feels... Well how can i control? and wad am i doing? i do not know... on seeing tat guy... sometimes i feel super low... confidence broken into pieces... even though i duno is it true tat he likes her or not... jus a rumor heard from someone...
From pri sch till now... play for so long le... when am i gonna be serious wif life... Life... something tat nvr came across my mind b4... studying... mabbe once now and den... 3min enthu is useless... well for now, suddenly i feel wanting to accomplish something... at least for myself... at least i won't regret in the future... For now, im having so much regrets... Especially when my aunties and uncles had so much confidence in my studies... well i was one of the good ones among my cousins and sibling... esp. those around my age... well tat was when i was in my pri sch... the days when only my english sux(even sux oso nvr got a C or D before) whenever i rmb my auntie's words when chatting wif my mom... i always regret... play so much... i always regret tat i nvr study hard... i always think tat im very good esp. when i did so well in my papers without studying... well a little too confident i guess...

This sem... i got a super low gpa... 1.054 if i rmb correctly...
how things will goes... i jus haf to take it one step at a time i guess...

WHEE

2006-09-19T03:58:00.000+08:00

finally... =) luckily i know some HTML codings den edit here edit there... my final project is done.... doubt will edit somemore...

anyway... ALL MY POST CAN BE READ LIAO... WOOT... though no one come read de... hahaz...
nvm la... anyway Ramen... YAY... fav... hmm... i like soyasauce de... like esp the large piece of char siew tat some shop got... haiz... too bad sg eat ramen too ex... or i everyday eat... =)

cute ma de pic? =) hehez...

Some error happened when i was uploading the qian li zhi wai i guessed... then the song was playing in fast forward mode... sounded like 2 children singing... HAHAHA go hear ba... duno is it my comp or on everyones...

Pictures =)

2006-09-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

First photo i took

Haha... spelling error @ Ubin... farni... NON DRINKIGN WATER wor.... better dun drink

some scenery i took when i was lost wif liyi and thomas...
injured leg
will try to get the grp photo den post =)

other stuffs

2006-09-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

My father side de grandma got hospitalised... though i and her not close... even to the extent she dislike me, but went to see her oso... den on my way back, so qiao saw cass... den found out our fren oso got hospitalised... and so qiao tat fren lung infection... similar to my grandma... hahaz.. hope they get better soon... But i know those tubings very painful... if i was tat old, i will rather die than plug those tubing in my body... Somemore waste my children's money and still haf to drag my old body and those painful tubings... sad sia... hope i stay healthy even when i grow old... =)

Human body is very fragile... small thing can cause big problems... haiz......

Ubin

2006-09-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

been busy... so haven been bloggin... haha... recently... to be exact 14th... keon weilin and co. and i went to pulau ubin cycle... haha... fun day... but haf quite alot of injury... =)

Anyway... will be putting up some scenery pics @ my nxt post...
We went there wif some other fren of keon or weilin? i duno... anyway... jus went wif them... took the boat... den had quite fun... realise one of the girls does not cycle well... hmm her name... ehh.. liyi? forgot... haha... nvm... ke lian her... almost kana serious injuries... lucky her...
anyway we got lost halfway wif... the 'great thomas leading us... hahaz.... den we 3 got caught in the rain... took refuge at a small temple nearby... den when we were trying to ride and find them... i almost got bang by a van... DUMB VAN... TOO BAD 3 NUMBER... OR I SURE BUY 4D... idiot... haha nvm den we went to find keon they all at the chalet... to know they went back to the pier.... sianz.... nvm... anyway still found them =P had a quite fun day riding in the rain =)

anyway fiona ah ma de bday was over... hope she enjoyed it... i this 58yo uncle oso very an wei... =) finally our ah ma oso grow one yr older le... but seems got some prob... but now vry happy... so ignore them ba... =)